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7:35 AM -- "Master Steven, the officials are here." Captain America
nods to Jarvis and sets down the stylus he was scribbling on. He spends
a moment straightening his uniform, a lifetime of soldierly habit, then
stands and salutes as the men enter. Raymond Sikorski he recognizes, but
the other two he doesn't know; generals both, from the Pentagon no doubt.
They exchange introductions, dispense with pleasantries and get down to
business. They are all old soldiers, they know their jobs.
"Saturday morning at 0800 hours the caterers began
arriving for a wedding we were to have that afternoon..." The debriefing
promises to take a long time, and none of them look forward to it.
8:28 AM -- Sand in his throat, dry, chafing but better than a scream. His throat had been filled with them all night, and now Alex Power is grateful that he is too hoarse to scream anymore as we wakes yet again. This couldn't be happening, but it was. Pulling himself out of bed, Alex staggers into the bathroom and begins washing his face. His reflection in the mirror shows him the toll the last two days have taken, and as he looks he sees the faces of his friends once more as they died. And he slides to the floor, sobbing, unmoving till the sink fills and water begins spilling over the side, unnoticed as his tears.
9:55 AM -- "Right this way, madam." Jarvis escorts the black clad couple
into the Avengers living room. Arrangements of flowers have been
placed expertly and mourners are beginning to trickle in. Jarvis has, unfortunately
he thinks, done this before. The caterers, ironically the same company
that handled the tragic wedding, are even now in the Avengers state of
the art kitchen preparing food for after the service. A crack cleaning
crew, part of Damage Inc., is already hard at work assessing the destruction
in the sub-basement. Invitations have been sent out to all the major super
hero organizations, and press releases have been issues to all major media
outlets. There is more work to be done, and Jarvis is already thinking
about how to accomplish it, but for now his main duty is to escort the
bereaved into the living room so they may wait in peace.
"How dare you?! How dare you wear that to this kind
of occasion, after what you and your kind have done?" Jarvis recognizes
the gentleman who has begun shouting; Robbie Baldwin's father. For his part
Yellowjacket remains unruffled in the face of such emotion; he too has
been here before.
"It is a sign of respect, Mr. Baldwin. Robbie and
the others died protecting this world from..." Mr. Baldwin's stinging slap
snaps Hank Pym's head to the side momentarily, but if it causes any pain,
Hank doesn't show it. He merely sets himself against the tirade as all
in the room turn to watch.
"You bastard! You freaks have ruined this world,
you've destroyed all of our chances at living a normal life! How can you
stand there in that thing like some sort of damned clown when my boy is
dead? You bastards killed him, you live this life of glamour and every
kid wants to be a big hero and then they die trying. You are pathetic...you..."
Baldwin is led away by his wife, tears of frustration and rage shimmering
in his eyes. Hank Pym doesn't move, doesn't react, but he knows...he knows
everyone in the room is looking at him, and he knows they are all thinking
the same thing: murderer.
10:51 AM -- She watches from a distance, too distraught to accept the comfort of those who would help her, watches as the priest mumbles worthless words, as the rabbi mouths rote sayings. Vance is dead and nothing anyone could say can change that. Not all the heroes gathered in their costumes, heads bowed, nor the mourners in their Sunday best black or the flowers and prayers and tears. She watches from the trees, thinks nothing, does nothing, sees nothing. Vance is dead.
12:11 PM -- Silhouette stands apart from the others. She wants to hug,
to cry and laugh as they remember the good times, but she can't, because
every moment she stands there on her strong legs she is reminded that their
loss was her gain. They died and she was made whole. And she feels nothing
but guilt and hatred for herself -- hatred because it feels so good to
stretch and run and walk.
They would have been so happy for her. In a way
that hurt the most, knowing that they wouldn't resent her for being healed,
knowing they wouldn't have blamed her. She could almost imagine the smiles,
the congratulations from Rage, the hugs from Turbo, the jokes, hard but
well meaning from Hindsight Lad. They would have been so happy for her...
She watches and doesn't see her teammates looking
to her, looking to comfort and for comfort. All she knows is the feel of
her strong legs beneath her, all she sees is her friends lying dead and
all she hears is the whispered voice of John Kowalski like a soft kiss
promising more.
1:15 PM -- "We are not done, we're not going out like this. We're the
New Warriors." Nova says angrily, slamming his helmet onto the ancient
oak table in the Avengers dining room. Most of the others are still too
upset, too numbed, but he has pulled Namorita aside to talk about the future;
their future.
"Richard..."
"No, whatever you're about to say, I don't want
to hear it. I can't believe you're going to give up. I know this is hard,
but..."
"They're dead, Richard. Half of us are dead. The
others in there, they can't deal with it. Every time we get together all
we're going to think of is our friends who died, all we're going to think
is that we could be next. It's too dangerous and frankly it's too painful
to stay together. We're finished, Richard."
"Dammit, that's just not true. We can ...look, we
can get some recruits, maybe. And we need to find Timeslip...and..."
Namorita just shook her head.
"It can't be over. I wont let it."
"Richard, you don't have a choice. We all need time
apart, time to try and deal with this. Maybe some day the Warriors will
get together again...but not now. And not for awhile. It's over. It's done,
Richard, I'm sorry." A tear on her cheek, Namorita slowly leaves the room,
stopping for a moment to clutch Nova's shoulder; then she is gone.
Nova stands, his scarred helmet turning over and
over in his hands, pondering. He doesn't notice when the alien named Century
enters the room; he's too engrossed in his thoughts. Doesn't see Century
take a seat silently in the shadowed corner.
"This isn't over..." He finally says, jamming the
helmet onto his head. "Starhawk will pay for what he did. I'll see to it
that he does." Angrily he stalks from the room, and a moment later his
blast signature can be faintly heard. And Century nods. Nova is a true
warrior. And there shall be a reckoning indeed.
2:05 PM -- The others are still gathered, still mourning, unable to
move on, not wanting to leave the embrace of their friends, the little
comfort they have found. In the control room, one screen shows them, and
in a way the Vision is with them; and in a way he is apart. While the others
deal with their grief, try to help those hardest hit through, Vision watches
the monitors, scans for trouble. He fancies that he watches over them all
so that they might have the freedom to mourn. And part of him knows that
he has taken this on so that he wont have to face his own emotions; but
if this is a type of cowardice, it is a type he is well familiar with.
So he chooses to believe he is helping them all in his way and he watches
the monitors.
It has not been a busy day, or rather, the press
wouldn't think so. They only notice when Egghead blasts a city away with
a death ray from the sky, or the Baxter Building is sucked into space.
Its the little things, the moments in between, that take up the Avengers
time, that fill their moments. The saying has it that a soldiers life is
one of sheer boredom punctuated by moments of absolute terror. The terror
is right, Vision thinks, but there is never boredom for an Avenger, even
in the days and weeks between super villain activity.
There had been nothing of the sort today. No villains
struck during the funeral. During the wake there was no bank robbery or
strike at the UN or scheme to destroy the moon. And so another day passes.
But in the moments in between...
While the caterers were moving into the kitchen
at nine in the morning, one of them thought he saw the Vision flying away,
but dismissed it. Five minutes later the Vision arrived in Brooklyn, flew
through the wall of a 1930's brownstone that was engulfed in flame and
rescued two children and a dog, depositing them on the street and staying
long enough to receive thanks; then he was on his way back to Avengers
Mansion. While the parents of Robbie Baldwin shouted at the stoic Hank
Pym in the living room, the Vision received a distress call from a police
officer in Newark and ten minutes later he was dismantling a wrecked car
and flying the injured driver to a local hospital, where three hours later
surgery would end successfully. At noon, as Silhouette wondered about her
future, the Vision stood in a stream in Missouri, just a few minutes flight
by Quinjet, and held a rickety bridge together while the last of the flood
victims evacuated to safety.
It wasn't the Dr. Dooms that the citizens of New
York and the rest of the country cared about; thats not what they remembered.
It's not the time that the Avengers saved the Earth from the Skrulls that
they talked about on Avengers Day. It was that once, in 1989, the Vision
had appeared just in time and carried their sick grandmother out of a ruined
apartment slum. That once they had seen Captain America stop to help get
a kitten out of a tree. That their nephew would have been shot in a gang
fight if the Wasp hadn't shown up and driven them off. The little things.
And so the Vision watches the mourners with one
eye. And with the other he sees a call coming in and at 3:31, while Marcus
Immortus speaks with his mother in the garden, the Vision is at a high
school on Long Island, telling a group of special needs students about
the dangers of illegal drugs. And he's not there for those in mourning,
but maybe he's right after all when he thinks that in a way he helps them
still.
3:31 PM -- In the garden behind Avengers Mansion, Carol Danvers looks
into the eyes of her son and wonders what she should feel. Part of her
hoped to never see him again, and part of her simply thought "He is my
son." And so she looks at him, and walks beside him, and says nothing because
she doesn't know if there was anything to say.
The two of them walk around the garden, neither
of them knowing what to say, if there is anything to say. The breeze picks
up then dies down. Nothing is said.
Finally. "I must leave now." She nods at his words
and they walk more, back to the front gate.
And then, as he fades, back to limbo: "I'm so sorry."
And she cries for a long time, wondering why she
didn't say all the things she suddenly needs to.
5:35 PM -- "I just wanted to thank you for your hospitality, sir." Alex
Power says, pulling his coat close around him as he stands in the foyer.
Captain America nods, mouths some words of praise, of comfort, words that
a week ago would have meant a great deal to Alex. But now he didn't know
what to do, what to think. His friends were dead, he had failed, it was
all over.
"Thanks again sir, I...thanks." Cap tries to say
more, but Alex turns and leaves and a moment later Cap sighs and closes
the door to Avengers Mansion. Alex walks the long walk to the front gate
and leaves, closing it behind him, then starts down the street. His mind
is empty and he likes it that way for their is nothing in him worth filling
it with now.
It takes him awhile to realize that someone is walking
with him, but he finally does, and turns to see an older man, strong, wearing
a uniform. He was at the funeral, Alex realizes.
"Can I help you?" Alex says, his natural politeness
coming through though he really wants to tell this man to go to hell, this
isn't the time.
"You may be able to. We may be able to help each
other. I know this isn't the right time, you have a lot to think about,
but when you work through your problems, give us a call. Or before. Maybe
we can help you work things through, okay son?" And he clasps Alex's shoulder
and presses a card into his hand, then leaves. And Alex is grateful, happy
to be alone. And finally he looks down at the card in his hand, a card
with the Pentagon's phone number on the back and the words "Freedom Force"
printed on the front. And he pockets it. Maybe later. Maybe.
7:08 PM -- Jarvis stands in the high security vault. He looks around
him, though he doesn't need to; he knows what each drawer contains. weapons,
armor, artifacts and circuits from a dozen missions, collected here in
the safest part of the Mansion against the possibility of theft or discovery.
Remnants of untold heroes and villains who had fallen, failed, succeeded,
retired, died. He knew them all, dreaded coming in this room now, for each
time it meant adding another name, another bauble of a wasted life. Two
chambers stand open this time, and he looks into them.
He hadn't known either Darkhawk or Turbo well, though
he was of course familiar with them. In a way that described his relationship
with everyone; it's not his place to get personally involved, not his place
to become a friend or companion. He was here to serve, to make their lives
easier. While they still had them. At times like this he wondered if he
had made the right choice. Times when he realized that someone he had kept
a distance to by choice was gone and now that choice had been taken from his
hands. he would never know them now, could never. At least this time he
wouldn't have to deal with the fact that he should have; the hardest duty
he had ever done for the Avengers was cleaning out the Swordsman's room
and realizing that he had consciously denied the Swordsman the only thing
he rally needed, a friend. Had done it in the name of duty, of what was
proper -- but in the end were even those excuses reasonable?
In one drawer, the amulet of Darkhawk. In the other,
the torn, bloodied armor of Turbo, which had seen now four heroes die wearing
it. A push, a click, and they are sealed away. Jarvis turns, darkens the
room, secures the vault and leaves, two more closed away, locked in his
mind along with the others who have fallen while he looked on.
9:20 PM -- They have all gone, the mourners, the survivors, by ones
and twos, together but alone. Finally the Mansion is empty again. In the
communications room Captain America, Yellowjacket and Vision sit, each
occupied with his own thoughts. There is no need for talk; each has too
much to say to ever begin so they sit, close together without touching
and night slides towards a conclusion.
A buzz; incoming message on the Avengers private
frequency. Cap blinks, then stands, pushing his thoughts aside and readying
himself for business. A moment later the screen lights up, the smiling
face of Hawkeye filling it.
"Clint, good to see you, how is everything?" Hawkeye
senses the mood in the room, from across the nation; he heard the news.
Putting on his biggest smile, he waxes poetic about the beauty of the West
Coast for awhile, till even Cap has to smile at him.
"Ah, anyway Steve, things are going great, I've
got a number of candidates for the new west coast team, and I'm planning
one of my famous barbecues for tomorrow. I've invited everyone who was
ever a whacko or worked with us to come out for the big shindig and I was
hoping I could convince you three lollygaggers to plant your booty in a
Quinjet and make the trip. Whaddya say?"
"Ah, I don't know Clint, things are pretty tight
out here, I've got a lot of paperwork and some training schedules need to
be..."
"Steve," Hawkeye says, interrupting, "None of the
crap needs to be done tomorrow. I think the only thing that needs to be
done tomorrow is a great chili eating contest. C'mon. I really think you
guys need a break."
Cap looks around the room, to Vision and Yellowjacket,
both striking nearly identical poses, neither answering. Cap wonders for
a moment if they realize how similar they look, are, then turns back to
Clint and smiles. "I think maybe you're right. A little sun could do us
all some good." They finalize times, say goodbyes. Cap nods, then sits
back down. Looks at the others, who glance back, then away. They sit again,
shoulder to shoulder without looking, touching. Then:
"Bucky...Buchanan Barnes was born in 1924.
When I met him, he was 16 but he looked younger, freckles, always a grin
on his face and a scheme rolling around in his head. He loved life and
he had a knack for knowing how to live it. Let me tell you about him."
Next Issue: You've been waiting for it; wait no longer. The Shi'Ar
vs. the Spaceknights with Galador as the prize and the Avengers caught
in between. Don't miss this one.